Finally.... me and she are contacting each other again....
After what had happened.... Doesnt matter that is a misunderstanding or a truth....
it directly affected my feeling towards her already.....
Since the day she didn't pick up my phone or reply my sms.... I had a bad feeling about this relationship....
From that moment.... I had very terrible feelings that I will lose her from my arm....
I had many different thoughts about what happen to her phone LIKE "she lose her phone""her phone kena stole"
However.... I just can't force myself to believe that AND
After a few days.... She started to find me again ( thx to one of my friend )
But then... I don't feel like want to pick up her phone... I don't want hear her explanation.... Reply her or even THINK bout her...
COZ I HAD BEEN FUCKING ANGRY!!!
She gimme a feeling like she had lie to me.... and even worse.... betray me!!!
But today.... when things about to get better... there she is again.... saying me this bad that bad while I didn't even did stuff like that.... I HATE IT WHEN SHE ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!!
Then we had a small fight and she say we separate for a month bah....
For some reason.... I just can't accept that... Why? Why are we separate for?
I don't like that feeling anymore.... I scare everything she will do behind my back....
Then... I just her to change a bit of her attitude when she always speak to me sometimes....
But then.... she still think shes right?? why?? why cant u just be more reasonable???After what had happened.... Doesnt matter that is a misunderstanding or a truth....
it directly affected my feeling towards her already.....
Since the day she didn't pick up my phone or reply my sms.... I had a bad feeling about this relationship....
From that moment.... I had very terrible feelings that I will lose her from my arm....
I had many different thoughts about what happen to her phone LIKE "she lose her phone""her phone kena stole"
However.... I just can't force myself to believe that AND
After a few days.... She started to find me again ( thx to one of my friend )
But then... I don't feel like want to pick up her phone... I don't want hear her explanation.... Reply her or even THINK bout her...
COZ I HAD BEEN FUCKING ANGRY!!!
She gimme a feeling like she had lie to me.... and even worse.... betray me!!!
But today.... when things about to get better... there she is again.... saying me this bad that bad while I didn't even did stuff like that.... I HATE IT WHEN SHE ALWAYS LIKE THAT!!!
Then we had a small fight and she say we separate for a month bah....
For some reason.... I just can't accept that... Why? Why are we separate for?
I don't like that feeling anymore.... I scare everything she will do behind my back....
Then... I just her to change a bit of her attitude when she always speak to me sometimes....
Everytime u say something that will make me angry.... U say im "small gas"??
Cant even tell why I will always get angry??
Then... I feel this relationship is just getting worse time to time since the day u lost ur feeling towards me.....
I just hope you realise what is the problem now before its all too late....
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